Congrats..Nikkie

In this post, i would like to congratulate Nikkie...Well done sis,u did your best in the exams and in the end you gain something which made us all proud of...Continue to work hard okay? I'm always available if u need any help...

♥Alrightes,just a little update on stuff that happened today. My dad had brought my sister to go and collect her prize early in the morning. On the other hand, mum and me made a trip to TM to get some tops...Afterwhich, we met Dad and Nikkie at the food court then we went aroung the mall for quite a while. Popular---it's been sucha long time that i even step into tht place though. Decided to go there and make a book hunt...but sadly there wasn't any books tht caught my sight. Although there was this one particular book found in TIMES bookstore---"THE HUNGER GAME". Tht was the only book that kinda had my eyes on for a long time.

♥Well,i didn't purchase the book as i was still contemplating whether tht was the one book i'd spent my money on. Right now, it's kinda fustrating becoz i can't seem to make a choice. Maybe i'll just let that thought slip by and then buy it another time??? I really dunno which it will be....Oh ya,there's still another book which i might wanna buy--"TRUE SINGAPORE GHOST STORIES"(FORGET WHICH VOLUME IT IS)...i mean i really love reading ghost stories but the hunger game thingie is so tempting me right now...

♥Soooo,dunno whether tmr are we going to church a not....it's been 3-4 weeks since i sat my backside down for masses. Instead of enjoying the fact tht i don't have to go for those long mass hours where the old priest start preaching,i'm kinda saddened by the thought of not going for mass..It just revatilises me for the tough week tht i've been through,especially when SOMEONE has taken away my pride,i might go on the wrong track if i'm not properly guided by God....LOL,sometimes it's quite true tht "HE" is somewhere near by!!! It's quite miraculous tht sometimes,u can feel him becoz of his strong presence.....Weird but true!

Humiliation was what filled my TODay

© Fire drill was being postponed to Monday and we were quite upset abt it. Initially we were planning for a so called Picnic and then they decided to just get it pushed back to some other day. It was quite shitty man. Then every other thing was okay until it reached Maths lesson. Mr phua was so biased,i know i failed my maths and so did some other ppl,i guessed he did it delibretely to get back at us or something. Wtf man,we're gals and yet he did it(announcing the failer's name's) to the whole class. I hate him right to the core. I was fine with failing as i had expected it earlier but i guess Mei was feeling it when he drowned her in more humiliation that was unbearable....it was natural insticnts tht anyone would feel it. Stupid teacher who tries his best to descriminate us,instead of helping us. What is this man? Y must he do that to us? We're gals and our skin is thick....thus leading to the self-harm mei inflicted...she did things tht nobody would ever expect all thx to MR PHUA....i would love to dedicate a song to HIM--it's called HITEM'UP(by 2pac),it's all filled with the fustration i have towards him...

I held back the tears and and at the end of the lesson,i asked Phua whether there would be any re-test,but all he said is there won't be any retaking of test....only at that instance did i realise that it was a gone case for me. My tears were on the verge of flowing down not because i failed but because i told my mum that maybe i could get pass it...(i didn't want her to worry?)and yet, i didn't make it...Why can some ppl be so smart and i? so damn stupid???? I rushed outta school with fully teared eyes and Mei came with MEi2 to pull my hand...only then did i realise tht the tears succumed a little. I bid my goodbyes and headed off to LP...again those little devilsh thoughts came passing thru my mind and there i was near the bus stop weeping bitterly as i didn't know what to tell mummy. I decided to make a phone call and only to hear those caring words...right at that instance,i broke down. I mean, i had expected her to scold me or something, but in the end she told me everything is alright....and as she heard my cries over the phone,she demanded tht i came home straight..(i guess she did not want me to do anything foolish??)....I took a long time b4 being able to calm down. Then i strolled all the way to LP with a heavy heart and blank mind...I was lossed for words..it's true,i'm so sorry mummy!!!

Thank u for understanding my situation mummy,i love you! U're always thinking for me and making me feel good abt myself...I know that by putting myself in a difficult postion,i'll be hurting u...I promise not to do it. I'll protect myself from dangers and harm...do not worry for me. Although u may have always say that i'm such a klutz that isn't able to take care of myself,i am willing to give it a try. Thank u mummy,for everything u have done for me. U r really special to me and nobody can replace...UUUUUU<3<3<3<3

I don't give a damn( Avril Lavinge)

It's been a few days since i logged onto blogger to post something. I figured out that if i were to leave this blog dead, it would be meaningless for me to even log onto the computer. Thus leading to this post. So just some past reviews on the days that passed by without me even noticing it....Today i did the E'maths test and it sucked. The topic was sets and damn it, i hate sets!! I'm kinda prepared to flunk the paper only to realise that i would be facing tonnes of humiliation from MR P and maybe from some of the pupils in my class? We'll just have to leave it up to the fate of god man. Okay, why am i sounding so solemn?? I guess maths is kinda important to me after all......I love MR P's lessons and all, but i really hate it when he starts making nonsensical remarks at us. He is considered by far the most funny teacher of them all(for all the male teachers)....but he's just so biased to the fact that he might hate our(A'maths students) presence in his class. I mean ya sure,he's willing to teach us the things that we're unsure of but then he'll go like..."i expect you to know this already" "You all supposed to get full marks".....then there will be a moment of silence where we get stumped for words. After which, we'll be like "we didn't do very well for our maths o's last yr,that's the reason why we're here-in your class okay???" There's always debating going on in maths class and sometimes it's really funny that we'll just start laughinG our heads off. Well it's not easy to get along with him, but i guess it's a challenge to be in his class. Not as if we want to challenge the teacher or what, but the end results is kinda based on what he says....so there u have it. That's basically how we spend our time in the class!!!

Okay so thinking abt it will only sadden us further,might as well go on with the lessons and forget abt it. Right,i'm gonna do just that. One more thing,tmr there's going to be fire drill exercise and it might take more than an hour. However, Tata decided to have a quick "picnic" there...today while walking home,she was so hypo abt tmr and kept on harping that she was gonna buy lotsa sweets/tidbits and other stuff to keep us full during the drill. One other thing that puzzles me most would be the planning she had done way before....Okay, she kinda knew that we would be carrying our bags so there's definitely space for food!!! Hahaha,trust her to think of that man. Boy oh BOy,tmr we must go sell the tickets for the CIP. What a bother man....under the hot sun and all??? Well,it's for the Elderly so i might as well do it...in addition it's like taking part in those class activities. I mean everybody has a task to accomplish-so what's there to rant abt??? I'll just do it with a willing heart as it is for a good course.Well ending here!!!

Perfect day for everything

Today is almost the perfect day for anything though. We had school in the morning and collected our N'levels cert today...nothing much to comment abt as we already know our results la. K ,today was also an unlucky day for me too, i left my specs under the chem table then had to go find Mr Ong...After school, Lyn,Rong and i went to Tampines Stadium to meet the two lovely ladies. One of which we had not catched up in a few months. NJ,thx for coming---it was great having u there. So this weird thing kinda happened....as the three of us was early,we had decided to change in the sports hall toilet...at first there was nobody in the girls room, but when we came out, one of the cubicle was locked and filled with wheels....We seriously didn't know what happened and yet i thought Lyn was in tht cubicle so i banged hardly on the door..but it wasn't her inside and there was nobody else around okay...We totally freaked out when we were putting the pieces together!!!

Chem sucks

Arghhh,Chemistry test really sucked like hell man. Aiya i should not ponder on those stuff ever again,maybe i'm just destined to fail Chem all my life!!! I'm just hoping hoping for a *not* so possible *miracle*...Okay, anyways the day passed by like any other day but i felt like ranting abt the Chem test so i decided to do a post for today. Not only that...this post is dedicated to NJ....it's been sucha long time since i met u again. Well, i was all smiles when i realised tht i could see u once again--this Friday!!! Yea,i'm really happy. Ya, on the other hand, i'm really sorry that i couldn't make it the other times when u asked me to!!! Sorry one thousandxxx....

☻So initially there was supposed to be Art Klub today but my friends told me tht it was being cancelled....on knowing the news,my heart sank la,i really wanted to attend art klub---like i had a sudden urge feeling to do so!!! The day basically ended like this...and guess what,there's still school tmr...I'll have to drag my butt up again---hate school sometimes...Especially when it come to A'maths,coz now we're learning something new called the R-Formulae, it sucks to the core man. I don't really get it, so ya i'd better stop right now and do some revision before everything slips out of my mind!!♥

Physical Ed-Dae...

╬ So well today passed by fine and it was also a day that we had Physical Education, P.E. today was quite challenging to a certain extent,we had to do high jump. It was like okay la not that bad...but seriously,it was quite bad for me on the first attempt...i landed directly on my backside...then there was this weird sound="pock"...The cushion that was just behind my back was kinda swishy and soft though. After the first attempt, i was getting better. It was not too bad for the second time-at least i think this way la. Coz i managed to cross over the pole without it dropping onto the ground. Right at that instance, i felt like i could go and join the olimpics k...Haha, no la of course I'm just kidding!!! Joining the Olympics is the last thing on my mind....what am i even saying man,i don't think I'm even qualified for it la--like duh!!!

So, now to the part when we had free period--So there was 4 periods free 4 us to do anything we wanted do....coz Mr Ong had to attend some course thingie! Miss him la,hope he comes back soon...but well on the other hand,i enjoyed myself during this periods.. Eh wait, *recalling*......how come today i become such a good girl ah? Well, i was doing work instead of slacking through the period. I mean, last week when we had free time on hand, the only thing we did was talked and joked around ,being a nuisance to the class for making so much of disturbance....haha,but there was fun times though. Studying is not all that bad la actually,today i was supposed to study Chemistry as we're having a test 4 it tmr...guess what? I did not bring any notes on that hated topic!!! So when i came home, i whipped out my textbook and started crunching everything into my head. Let's hope i squeeze everything inside...*fingers crossed*

Although i get mixed up with the test for cations and anions, i do know something----cations are positive and anions are the other way round!!! I know my Chemistry sucks like hell especially with QA(Cannot grasp anything),at least i did my best to flip through the damn book and copy notes. I already failed my previous test 4 Chem and so my hopes are not high for tmr's test...but on the other hand, my hopes aren't totally dashed either...I definitely won't give up until the day i pass my Chem test okay!!!

Happie V-Day everybody

Today was Ecstatic,early in the morning and i went off to meet my Frends. We had planned an outing to the gym for a healthy workout....we really wanted to keep our body in shape before the nxt weight taking event. But seriously, that's in months to come.C'mon, it's good to take care of our body and keep it looking good right? So there's definitely nothing wrong with exercising from now. The gym was filled with quite a lot of ppl, but mostly filled with guys in their teenage yrs. It was V-DAY, and yet i had to come across something i didn't want to--the JB2..why in the world do i have to see them today during my special time with my Girlfriends? Oh well, i was sad at first when they kinda ignored my existence,but after pouring out all the troubles to my Besties, everything became Better and more Thrilling. In the end, i kinda took my eyes off them when they're looking,i even went to the extend of blinking and it sure feels good to have done tht.Initially, we were planning to go and have our pictures taken at NeoPrints,but sadly,it closed down....long time ago,so we skipped this part and went off to lunch and shopping. The food was Superb and i simply loved it...next to the shopping part,Lyn and Rong bought a bottom that was black in colour...Christal wanted to buy at least five things at different stores, but sadly, she gave up that thought...so yeah, we combed many places and bought things,but most Importantly is the time spent Together. This is considered the first Valentine's i share with my Frends. It's a Cool Deal to have them spending their day with me...couldn't ask for more. But as for Lyn and Chris,they had to go out in the night....sorry ah,Neaways--i enjoyed myself....

School day that is anti maths...been like this for really long time

Oh stop tis instance...sounds sick huh? Great view with some ppl in the back

Cool right...reading reading and reading.......

Looking for the light....

Oh kk,so today as per usual we didn't have maths period. It was like free time for us to slack through....we took some photos...come let's enjoy peeps!!!

School day that was hated most

♀ We had so many 2-periods today and it was really boring pls. Got my ss test back and luckily i passed. I seriously thought that i would have flunk this test,not that i had the intention to, but i just didn't link the question properly....Today we had Physics-2 periods you know,but anyways i loved it. Coz we could get to do experiments. Only to sound out my thoughts, i only enjoy doing Physics practical,not Chemistry as i don't connect well with that blardy topic. So after school we went to Mac'z to buy macdonald's la,then back to school once again. It's like we love the school huh? Eww what a thought??? No, basically we hate school excluding XR...she jolly well loved it. Like wth,school sometimes sucks okay..it's not fun studying and we have to face the teacher's we don't get to pick. Hahaha, actually i'm kinda neutral to the whole stuff,but there are some things that are really irksome to the extend that they get on my last nerves....

♀OMG, today i think Jia le broke a mirror during the science experiment....but other people took to perceive the matter from another view. Those ppl didn't bother to find out the real reason before they could make any other nonsencical remarks. To:Christal babe, hey there, don't think too much abt what they have to say. We'll always be there for you...love you always k!!! It's my pleasure to know u as a friend and if u have any existing problems, do come to me for help....i'll be most welcome to lend a hand!!!

♀Okay,so back to the topic we had to attend that stupid art klub stuff,but to my dismay, i kinda loved it man...

Geo and the work

Today was considered not too bad afterall....but on the other hand,we had the Geography test and damn it,what the hell is "Natural Vegetation"?...i mean, miss lim didn't even go through that and yet it was reflect on the test sheet. Shitt man, now i'm quite uncertain if i can pass this test a not...Okay, besides all this rantings, w were given back our physics test and a'maths test. The physics test not too bad like i'd expected it to be but the a'maths ah, whenever i take a look at the paper, i just feel like slapping myself in the face man. How could i make those careless mistakes like the number 3 and 5 looking alike>>>.????WTH!!! But miss Ang was quite kind la, she only minus 1 mark for tis mistakes though..but still, i felt i could do better,maybe it was due to the last minute study again??? Okie, since all of this has passed, there's no use in going back to the topic that would only tear my heart apart right?? Haha, LOL, well it's not too bad to the extend that it could break my heart,i guess i'll have to just try harder nxt time....

Quickie

♥Okie, basically today's post is gonna be a short one. It's been a few days since i last posted anything,coz basically nothing really seemed to have occured. Right onto the blogger stuff,i personally like this layout that i'm currenlty using but have no time to go and make the necessary arrangements as my time is out like this instance. I will definetly take some time to do the existing "stuff" to my blog, when i do have the time on hand. Right, so the past week was quite a bother though,i had so many test to deal with. I have already flunked my first CHem test so i would not want another failing grade to pass off on my report card(if i have the ability to keep that from happening)...Physics test---well how do i basically grade that? Hard yet not so...? No, actaully, for me it was on the range of" Difficult" so there you have it, not knowing whether i will be able to make it through this particular test...SS test,we had to write some stuff from the mind-map she did for us, it was a wonder that i could remember most of the words wriiten on that paper. Mdm J,was really a good teacher, she trusted us so much that she didn't have us separate our desk even though there was a test going on.(M and me were thinking that if she could let us pass through the test, then she was considered a really great teacher) Well it was meant as a lame joke between the 2 of us....

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Well what a day

Okay today was considered okay, not too bad though. But our P.E. teacher always never come...at first i thought that we would not be having any P.E...but guess what,another teacher came to relieve our class and my two dearest besties were like.."huh? Why he come for wat?-the other one was like"what the fuck? Actually got no P.E. one leh,then y he come for what sia???" Haha, but yayoi and me were like yay,is it HIM? OMG, yes indeed it was him..but after a while,i tired la looking at him. He is actually cuter when he does not open his mouth to talk...coz only like this, would he look cool. Well today everything is not so bad until we had those killer periods man....four periods okay,cannot take it anymore...HE kept on passing remarks and those words kinda of got to M and me la.....i was already like "BAFADOO"(portugese)...still he could call me to answer one of those questions....and ya, he still had the cheek to ask me why i was unhappy...Oh f88k him man!!!