Fine saturday...Mixed feelings

CHERYLANN♥

Okay so today was pretty fine and everything was not too bad. It's a beautiful Saturday and a very humid one indeed. Lately, the weather seemed to be really bad though. Many ppl have been falling ill and that applies to me to. Although i have medication by my side,i still occasionally catch a cold!! Right,so today my sister had to go to church for some viewing of movies and stuff. I think they had to watch "the passion of Christ"....We had practically watched that movie so many times coz daddy had purchased the cd

I didn't accompany nikki to church as we thought we would be attending sun set mass after that,although-i did bring her to the bus stop.... But as u know, plans change and ppl change as well so in the end daddy and i decided that we will go to chruch the following day instaed of today.

So nikki came back and we were taking some photos again!!!....

Busy Crazy week

This week was extremely a busy one. I was practically drowned in tonnes of homework.....I could barely find the time to have a proper study table. I'm doing my best to complete every task the teachers assign us,but it sometimes seems too hard to reach that target though. I know there are ppl around me that i can clarify my doubts about. But come to think of it,it isn't sucha good idea having to tie someone else down with my own work right? I think i should try to do things on my own....Exept for the fact that i sometimes run to my "help lines" for help....But seriously, i am grateful to my PARENTS and FRIENDS for their help.

Firstly i would like to thank my Parents:1)Daddy-thx for helping me finish the English summary

2)Mummy-thx for doing the chinese compostion...

Secondly i would like to thank my friends:Xiurong and Marilyn...thank you both for teaching and guiding me in my maths(the weakest subject),A'maths and Chinese Pronounciation....

So yesterday i mange to finish the Geography project and it's all thx to my Auntie/Cousin. They helped me with the printing of notes but unfortunetly all the picz wern't able to print out,but do not worry, everything is fine. No big problem whatsoever!....I not only did the project, i did A'maths and E'maths....Hey actually i aslo did social studies! Doing both the maths all over again and the head banging SS, i just felt like i could die silently... Felt too exhausted to continue and therefore leading to the picz taken.

This were the pictures taken yesterday .....in this photo, i look quite serene right? Hah,at least that is what i think! I was just wishing the day would end fast and i could be lured into the embrace of sleep!

Okay so today is Friday....quite hot or should i say ...DarnHot???!!!

Yayoi was quite random today in Art klub..this is why though:

Yayoi:"Eh,u know ah,Singapore got 3 seasons sia!!"

ME:" Huh where got sia...*thinking* No la!"

Yayoi:"Got la..Hot! Damn Hot and Fucking Hot!"

I was like yea man,she was sooo right! Haha,there she was describing the weather using vularities and all!! Right,did i mention abt the staying back today for some stupid useless activity...It's all abt art klub...The gurls and i decided to stay back to help the art klub members and it was extremely B-O-R-I-N-G... Actually it wasn't all that boring in the end as we were given task to complete and yes..it was completed but in the end,both my hand were hurting. We had to twist some kind of stupid wires where it was used to make the ladder-it was supposed to be part of the commendation thingie. But after everything,it did come out well-at the very least i thiunk like that! Well i did chip in to the completed work yeh?!?!?!

Okay after everything, i came home and just took a cold shower to calm my nerves down. I mean c'mon,the weather? Plus i was having the mild rashes again,as per usual! So ya,mummy cooked my favourite dish! I'm not sure what it's called but to hell with the name man! As long as the food taste good..nothing else would matter!

So after eating, i was playing the camera in my phone and taking picz again!

It's quite blurry,ut i like this too! My Daddy's unform is just right at the back man!Haha, i love this photo as the sunlight is shining...and that makes a great sffect somehow!

Backie everyone-nie!

So I'm back from the long break though.Recently i have not been blogging as I'm rather busy with the tonnes of homework assigned by the freaking teachers. Well I'm kinda stuck in between as to whether i should do my Geography project on paper plainly or have some special features inside. Thinking of doing something special,not because of the subject teacher,but because of the marks. This project is supposed to take cover for one of the Geo test...but i guess I'm screwed this time. I haven't even finish with it yet...I text-ed my cousin with the hope that he'll do me a favour in printing out the stuff i prepared for Geo...Stupid printer,why does it not work now? Sometimes i feel it that not many things go our way. There's always bound to be disappointment and still there's nothing we can do abt it. Just have to carry on with whatever that has taken place.

Okay i have been sick for 2 days now and I'm not feeling good abt it though. Weak stomach and the runny nose still seemed to take place. Yes,who could i blame for this cause huh? Hah, i only have myself to blame as i refused to take medication despite the reminders from my father and friends. I fore-go-ed the science test not knowing if i have to re-take it some other time. Many of my friends say that it is quite a difficult paper. I'm glad i didn't show up today. At least right now there's still likely a chance that i need not take the paper another day...If only i could get a VR on the test,everything will be better as i can save myself some shame! I mean c'mon,i've nvr really performed to my utmost for any Chemistry paper let alone this one....Even though i didn't take the test literally,i still have that "kind" of feeling where i think i would flunk the test...And then everything just repeats itself--Mr O's naggings will be in my head once again where it seems difficult to get rid of!!!

Alright, onto some personal stuff....

The other day,daddy received an sms frm Auntie S.....It goes something like this even though i wasn't supposed to see it...Hey Mommy was the one who read it out man!

*I'm having an ester dinner on the ....th of April,it's 7.30 pls do come for the party...

So...it's pretty weird to me as this particular auntie nvr once held a party in her house since i stepped into the age of 7...(around there la,it's still quite long where i have not stepped into her house already)....So daddy is planning on going to the party. I really wanna go,but the thing is - i'll be seeing some ppl there i don't really feel like seeing....It feels weird.Nothing i say can describe my mixed feelings!

I think I'll just probably go there being myself,not caring abt what they think abt me! Why should i even care what they think?

So there's gonna be three family there,excluding our family...

Family 1: The hated

Auntie L(Ex God-mother)...(Human fax machine)

Uncle M( knife hidden under the smile-translated directly from Chinese)

Cousin G( act cool)

Cousin M(KNS face)....

Family 2:The whatever

Auntie S(not included-she's fine to be with)

Cousin to-be in-law C( Dunno what she's thinking)

Cousin D( same la,no mind of his own)

Family 3:The "blindly following" family

Uncle B( always thinks he is the biggest when he is the youngest)

Auntie D( Act tai-tai)

Cousin K( so small act so big for what)

Cousin Kim(she's fine)

Cousin Kelly-Mae(she's fine too)

Bury the hatred

☻Yesterday wasn't a good day day for me. Especially in the night. It was rough around the edges and so many small things ticked my inner senses. I flared up at D for the littlest things he said to me. Not being able to manage my temper well,there was yet another strained relationship that occured between Baby S and me.

☻After many moments of isolation,it has dawned on me that maybe i was wrong. It was bad of me to do that to D. But i was practically furious at that point in time that i couln't think straight! The actions were harsh but i didn't mean it in any hurtful manner. I was stumped for words and i didn't manage to apologise to D. Also due to the fact that it was rather late and D was asleep long ago.

☻Basically, i screwd up twice yesterday but to only find myself more enraged by the second incident. I wrote a letter in a pique of anger,and will bury any hatred i have. I just probably wanted to let off some steam i have within. Keepig things to myself isn't all that healthy.

☻Everything seemed to have changed for the better this morning. Like i had a nightmare last night. Initially,i wrote a letter to D,stating how remorseful i was,then just as i was stepping outta bed,something got stuck under my soles...It was the exact same letter i'd wrote the night before,exept that it was being filled with D's writting.....:

☻After reading that letter from above, i felt that despite all the things i've done to D,he never once held it against me or hated me! From that very moment,i realised that love and care was what washed throughout my whole aching body. Making all the previous problems float away with the wind allowing everything to fall into their places.....Thank you D and baby S for forgiving me and being there for me....ILY guys!!! Not forgetting MII E!!!

Day out with the extremes

Early in the morning and i recieved two smses...initially the three of us had planned to go to NIan jie's house for some fun time..but in the end,Bella wasn't able to make it---i hope that Bella's mum's back bone will be better. Okay so onto the house part. Well i took a bus down to WS and met Nian jie and Marilyn. As i arrived there earlier than them, i decided to slack around somewhere,only to find someone grabbing me from the back. Then i was half way saying the word--shit man,(right at that instance,i wanted to slap that person's face). A luckily thing i didn't do anything except saying that word la...Coz it was Nian jie k. She's one of my crazy friends. The after everything,we zoomed our way to the Nian jie's house.

We ate lunch there that was prepared by her parents. So sweet,thx uncle and aunty! KK,then onto the nxt stop,we played table tennis for a while...Marilyn and me was like two crazy gurls shouting while playing with the balls. It was great way to shed the kilos actually...it's fun and challenging.

Next we were playing with Nian jie's gadget known as the Wii...cool stuff man i tell u. Maybe x-box was well known or something,but the Wii thingie,was soooooo much fun. I played the dancng thingie and Jasper took my video....WTH,but i looked hilarious in that video man. Not only that, we played other games like the house of dead 2/3...that's was extremely exciting. Next was the raving rabbit,tennis and boxing. I must say our boxing skills sucked man. It kinda looked like we were doing our stuff rather than boxing.. How weird!!!

Nian jie's house was really beautiful and here are some pictures:)

Alrighty...so after that,we left the house and headed for the beach/pasir ris park. Rented a bicycle and kinda felt that we were cheated by the uncle la. But well it's alright,he is quite poor thing. So we just decided to give the matter a rest. yAP....then were taking photos again but b4 that,we were cycling non-stop....cyc;ed all the way to downtown and bought drinks to chill ourselves down. Realised that my whole body was itchy like hell...usually happens after i sweat though. So when we were taking pictures this crazy gurl NIan jie,said i looked like 1 of the chinese gods' who has a swollen red head...Like what???? Cannot take it anymore and the three of us just started bursting out in laughters!!!! FYI, there were ppl around and they must have thought that there were 3 mad women on the loose!.....Piz***

Check out my toes nails..demonic nails..i tell u....

Okay i was making a funny face when they pressed the shutter too fastwoW we were like posing for the camera.....lolNice view right....i like the sea alot..it blends well with the dky thoughWow macho macho women.....show off ur muscles gurl...flunk it if u have it!!!Haha.they were doing the indian dance....

Finally i smiled okay la....not too bad