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Back to blog and it seems that i have stopped blogging for quite a number of days. Anyways,i attended chinese intensive on wednesday all alone and it felt weird but ya. Christal didn't come and hweeli wasn't feeling well. Then on thursday,also went for intensive classes but with my friends.....This was considered the last time for me in intensive classes-also the very last time when i'll be able to see "sexy" eyes again. I mean like this guy,he has the most beautiful eyes in the world man. Although there are some flaws on his face, his eyes were so very mesmerising. The other day when he was turning back to pass me a paper,i was caught by his serene expressions.

Okay,enough abt that...onto Friday,i had chemistry practical. I had to admit that it was the first time since i had enjoyed such a practical. I have always hated science practical,especially chem...but weirdly,i liked this one.

Okay summary of all photos....started to snap photos again...And i do what i like. I don't need any permissions or comments. But whatever i can't stop u all from saying anything. But FYI,i'm aware that the person who spammed my tagboard is a retarded retainer. Carry on doing what u are doing and u'll never go far...Heard of Karma? Oh wait,i don't think so....cause u suck at English---i think? No i'm definitely sure of it..chop chop!!! No doubt abt that.

Fast fast post....

Today's post is gonna be so short. I promise. Didn't attend school today as mummy called to tell us that she had a fall. Kinda sprained her ankle,so we had to accompany her to the hos. The waitng hour was freaking long. Got to the doc and he said that mum would be fine after a few weeks,but of course with the help of medication...Alright enough of that already...

It rained today....and didn't know why i had taken some photos of some "artistic" stuff.

Oh lookie lookie,i'm bitten by the snake...hahaha....lame

Oops,am i touching the rooftop?....YapWhoa,sexy lips huh....enticing lol!!!

Looks like a heart from a certain angle...

So self -obsessed hah...

Visiting...

The hospital:Ang Mo Kio Hospital

So today i accompanied mummy for the visiting of my GGM. Boy i had to wait this long since i can actually step into the hospital to make my visit. My GGM was warded since last few weeks-during the time when the exams were going on....but then,i had no time to go see her. On our way there,we had to change three buses but however the journey wasn't long. It was pretty okay. I saw something pretty interesting though,there were large paintings on the walls of HDB buildings and it wasn't like i saw that every single day. The picture kinda shows four different races together or something.....

Ya so this is the picture i was talking abt. I find it really cool. Coz there usually isn't any paintings like this on buildings. Maybe becoz the government thinks it's a form of damage?

Seeing GGM today made me feel really good. I felt a sense of relive when i saw that she was her old self where she would joke and talk normally. I still really love her---maybe becoz of the things she had done for me? But as she was talking in other dialects,i just sat there quietly and read a book. I really felt like talking to her but well,i thought i might screw up in teo chew....so i thought i'd just be listening to their conversation instaed of saying anything....Okay enough abt that.

The JOG..

Well today i was supposed to go jogging with lyn and chris...but in the end,we didn't coz i needed to leave at 10.30.But i waited for them like at least half an hour before chris could arrive. I was listening to the music when i saw Zharfan and his neighbour. Chatted for a while before going off and finally chris came. Although we didn't get to run,we had walked around LP for a little while before i left. Anyways,at least we got a day of rest after so much of hectic scehdule being posted up in sch....We could maybe do this some other time....So rest well gurls!!!

Nothing can hurt me like the way they used to....

Sometimes i just feel like i'm a totally different person. The things that were able to hurt me those days are so nothing---to me right now. I've been thru so many things and i'm aware of the degree of hurt i can get from anything. But these days i feel so hard-hearted. Like i have no feelings whatsoever.

I got shamed by teacher again,but i didn't feel a thing. Maybe it's becoz of the expected results? I'm not sure,but i know where exactly i went wrong and definitely not going to make the same mistakes again. No more carelessness and no more writing in pencil. I wrote in pencil only becoz i thought i would get the questions wrong again...but hell no! When i did it in pencil,it was correct and by the time i wanted to make the neccessary changes,everything was just too late. So no marks assigned.Whatever,anyway all the MYEs are over and there's nothing i can do abt it so i'll just probably stop ranting....

Okay right onto Chinese intensive...everything is getting better by the day. I kinda love the programme in the end...Weird but ya...Mr Tan is so funny...he's the best! And ya,there's something which i have to comment on,even though it isn't my problem. For chinese intensive classes,i was kinda sitting on a lesbian's table. It was pretty okay if i was just saying it,but c'mon la,there were pictures on the table like two girls kissing? I mean ya,nowadays the world is changing which includes humans as well....but man,that was just too much for me to take. I really couldn't concentrate when i was sitted at that table...so naturally i switched tables today....

It was so eye catching that it attracted my attention every now and then. There were really mushy words like: My girlfriend would tickle my toes when i'm sad.Whenever we stare deeply into each other's eyes...there's a sense of passion....ect ect...like damn freaking ewww!!! But seriously,even if my friend was a gay or a les,i wouldn't really despite them. Maybe i'll only feel a little awkward. But no i'll not look down on them coz that's just what they prefer....

What a day??

The world is changing?

What is happening to the ppl around these days huh? They are getting pretty weird. How can someone just leave you without telling you what wrong u have actually done to them? Then after every single thing, it kinda dawns upon us that we were not in the blardy wrong! It was just that our presence posed as a disgust to her that was why she didn't wanna talk to us no more. Like what the hell man? At the very least talk to us and maybe let us know that you wanted to end the friendship before you just go and leave like that....?!!??!! I mean,we were once your friend as well right? Couldn't you have spared a thought for us or something? You made things to be what they are right now....pls don't go shrieking all the responsibilities to us. From today onwards i have nothing more to do with you. This is the freaking last yr and i never thought that u would do such stuff to us. I certainly know that every human has a selfish nature somehow,but this nature of yours is by far the most cruel one i have seen. I could still remember that little primary school kids that hate each other would at least tell amongst themselves that they were not your friend anymore. But it's a totally different story when it reaches Secondary school. Your f**king ass just gets played out even after you have treated them with due respect and love. I was betrayed, once...and now?---Twice? No way am i gonna let that happen....I'll live my life and you'll live yours...if you don't cross my path,I'll stick to my own path.....We'll not bother each other anymore. Once bitten twice shy...!!!!

The sch daze....

School was as per usual. We got our results back and stuff. Then we had the MT intensive programme. It was sucha waste of time. I basically attended it so i could maybe improve in my MT? It was two and half hrs long. But still it's okay...becoz i had a really funny teacher taking the class. So at least he could make some jokes and brighten up my day if i was feeling lousy! So much homework on the first day though..but i really have to say that his a pretty easy-going teacher who makes everything a whole lot easier. Nothing to worry abt...at least i have friends from the same class. OMG,all the X-press ppl were like quite show off la. Like hello...if we are in the same class that means our standard is on par level? Don't go bragging around that your the best k???

Wild wild wet....

Okay,i'm gonna do a short post on this one. Basically, today is a marking day for greenviewans and Daddy had signed up for four tic's to Wild Wil Wet. Upon our arrival,there wasn't really much ppl there except for a bunch of "Ang Mohs"...And should i say plenty of Indians as well? So we were chilling at the normal places like the shiok river and stuff. So us per usual,my sis and i were like blardy little primary school gurls who practically splashed water all over the place,and then there was this geeky lifeguard who started saying things. At first, i thought he was like scolding us or something then afterwhich he said something like hey don't splash on each other,splash on me??? Like wth? But then i did splash on him(hopefully it did reach him)??

Okay, then we were at the tsnami part...the cute lifeguard was not in sight man!?!? How can that possibly be? I could tell that my sis wantewd very much to get a glance of him though. She kept mentioning him when i had totally forgotten abt h8im. But thinking abt what my sis say,he really is a cutie man! Hahaha,k i'll stop stressing on him anyway,we saw this really humorous indian guy. He was practically running la...like in the tsnami part...it totally looked like some kind of scene from the very well known show-the Bay Watch? Lols,that was the only thing that caught my eyesight right at that instance! I mean c'mon,he isn't some handsome guy or whatever...but there was this "thing" surrounding his tummy....(it's obvious man?),that was y it caught my attention though.

Okay then after everything,we were taking a shower and i think i practically left my sis in the toilet without telling that i was moving to the other side of the toilet to get my hair comb....Well she kinda "silently scolded me" for a second.... So sorry NICOKIE!!!! I didn't mean it man.....okay then we ate lunch.Nicokie,daddy and i went to WS to shop for something but apparently,we could not find it,so we kinda went back empty handed..

Righty,i think i'll stop here for now la...gotta catch some cool videos on youtube. It's sooooo soul gripping to see some celebrity get grilled on their personal life infront of so many ppl>....KK ending now.(i just realise something....this is quite a lengthy post despite the fact that i had mentioned it was gonna be a short one??) Lol...now this is really going to stop---for real!!!

Wow...i'm back!

Urh,it feels so good to actually come back onto the computer. It's been like 2 weeks++ since i logged onto the internet. Well during these 2 weeks,many things kinda happened. My sister birthday was during the exam period. Hwee Li's B-day was also during this time. Managed to fork out some time to go to Ikea and went to the new opening of Mama's porridge store...

Y this is taken at Ikea......my sis...i like how i made the lighting in my phone...

Okay la,i completely went gaga over the newly bulit toilet la. Eh c'mon la,there was like a mirror in the very cubicle that u use??? Cool la....So i just started snapping some photos here and there. apparently making my sister wait fi=or me like 15 mins?? Hahaha...

Okaythis is my grand-mother's store....i just couldn't believe that she had taken the one of the bibles writings as part of her shops' name...weird??

My great grandmother(GGM)...she was being admitted to the hospital becoz she missed her step and hit her back. At first she claimed that everything was fine,that she didn't feel anything,but then after a while, she felt some pain and was taken ill the very next day. Thus being admitted to the hospital.... Finding out the causes of her problems-she had some kind of urine infection that led her to forgetting the faces of many ppl. That really hurt my mother's heart to a great extent. She didn't regconise anyone except for mummy and yiyi. She wanted to talk to them when they made their daily visits,but there was something that blocked her out from speaking. She could hardly get her message across to anyone and kept toying with her clothes like some old lady on the road who has no idea where her family members were. That sight was pretty heart-wrenching,but i'm glad that everything is back to normal now. GGM is really a strong person....she managed to get all her memories back and from being wheel-chair bound,she is able to walk again with all the daily therapy she was doing. So ya,she will be moving to my grand-mother's house in maybe a weeks time? My mum will be taking care of the for the time being......

Besides all this unfortunate events that might happen in our lifes,or should i say,it has already taken place....i had to do studies coz of the freaking MYEs. Like what the hell man,it' quite difficult-some of the papers,even if they were not tough,it was still on the tricky side.So that was that...Let's just put everything aside as it is so over.

Okay just last Saturday,daddy amd me were accompanying NICOKIE to the cd shops in search of the movie-"THe Wild Child". Initially, we were like on a whild goose chase. Partly due to the fact that we had gone to Tampines---like three cd shops all over the place ranging from TM to TM1...not being able to fulfill the needs of Nicokie,we had trained backed to Whitsands in high hopes that we would be able to find that VCD. Oh no...but guess what? Pretty weird that we were nt able to find it.....Right at that point,daddy was like quite pissed,coz we had walked over more than an hour to find something that may not even be in the stores yet.

Went back to LP thinking that it was a waste of time....and it was then that we decided to give it a last ditch to try asking one of the most laid back CD shop ever...Hell ya,we hit it spot on k,the blardy disc was sitting in THAT shop...i totally couldn't believe it man. But even before we could purchase the CD,we were like outside the shop and i actually dropped my phone right infront of my father's eyes. Yes,yes,yes,he was making sucha big fuss over it and to me, i thought that her was chiding me....well i couldn't really think straight as i felt humiliated. Imagine a 17 yr old being chided infront of the usual aunties and uncles who made my hair for Christmas,my sister's friend who happen to pass by and so many other ppl there....??? Well i couldn't control it man, the tears were abt to fall anytime so i walked out of LP and well, daddy thought i was mad at him. But i wasn't...got a little nagging as soon as i reached home...but everything had cleared out when i decided to cave in and make way. Trying to compromise that i would somehow make some drastic changes to my freaking life that i have led for so many yrs....****still in the process of changing****....****

Ya....then it's onto today. I followed mummy to Jurong East and i loved it. Although the trip was a little long,it's quite okay as i had my music with me. So, now i finally realise where i get my genes from man. Mummy is also pretty cock eyed? Hahaha,ya she totally is man. Well we were walking in the MRT trian and apparently,we "saw" our neighbour like twice today...but on the third attempt when our neighbour was like waving to mummy...she kinda ignored him la...Lols,he was so "paiseh" man....i could literally see redness in his face...but at the very least,i waved again,for the third time to him....!!!???

Our aim to actaully to go soooooo far was to buy 4D. Mummy wanted to try out some other lucky outlets that maybe would give her some luck to strike 4d? Ya,on our way there,there was this pretty cute guy in the new army uni...and he looked hot man. He has this cute face la and apparently his name was something like" C L TAY"...it was printed on the right side of his uni...Then sitting opposite was this guy in green. He was like holding a bag of things that was apparently eye-catching so ya,i kinda turned my view to see what he was carrying la,then afterwhich, he turned to look at me....i think he thought i was like maybe looking at him or something??? But he was quite cute also la...(Hehe)

So when we came back....we were abt to board the bus and there was this blardy pervert who kept staring over at me and mummy kinda sensed it so she came to my rescue to allow me to board the bus first....It was damn sick k....His eyes were practically roving up and down as to see what i was wearing?! Like what the hell la,damn sicko!!! I feel like digging out his eyes! But perhaps i was a little intimidated by the ways he was looking,so i just decided to turned my view to something else. So on the way back,mummy like ask me to sms daddy to buy something and i just did as told. But guess how blur the 2 of us can be? My father's phone was spoilt and only after i typed everythingout, then i realised that daddy phone was spoilt...?? LOl la...the dumb and the dumber...hahahahahahaha. Well to summarise it all,i really loved this day alot!!!

Okay this few pictures were taken during the time when we had exams as we were feeling bored....=_=

Right, i look like a blardy maid man..LOLS?

K end of post......♥