The Last Day

Today marks the last day on com. I'm not gonna touch this com until after o levels. To fully concentrate, tht's what imma do right now. Giving it all i can....So to summarise the motivational workshop. I simply loved it. There are no words to describe it. It was great fun along with many learning experiences. We had three trainers, namely DANNY, BONG(tht's what we call him) and AMIN. Bong wasn't tht funny but he taught us alot of things. On the other hand, Danny and Amin were the jokers. The ppl who kept the class lively once again. They are the best trainers ever and i'm so glad that it wasn't Adam Khoo who took us for his training session. On the first day of the camp, we learned so much, something like having self-esteem and so on. Like we shouldn't care too much abt what others have to say about us. On the second day, we learned about how to reach our goal when we reached the age of 28.
Everything was going fine until Danny asked us a question that got us all thinking. "who are you?"....Silenced filled the room and he stared asking some ppl this question...i was included to...but i gave a very superficial answer that wasn't really substantiated. After hearing ppl's answer...he shouted!!! It was scary but what he said really touched my heart. He was right!! What was i doing when i thought that i was useless? If i could fight the battle yrs back, why do i think like that now...? Everyone in the room was practically crying their eyes out. But it was really a life changing experience. Then as it approached night,we played a game...ok not really a game. It was more of a test of endurance. Very tiring as we had to put our hands in a 90 degrees direction or higher...we can't go any lower than 90 degrees. It was extremely tough but i couldn't believe that i managed to do it. So from now, i won't look down on myself and i'll not be afraid to accept failures....i'll make it one day.

The Party

Alright,so we attended aunty Francis's birthday party yesterday. It wasn't too bad. The food was good but apparently not too good for some others. Truth be told,there weren't any prawns or anything more expensive but seriously, it didn't matter to me coz i don't eat such stuff. Anyway, it was more of a small get together rather than a big party. There weren't many ppl, only a few friends of hers and a few family members that surrounded the birthday cake. Caught a glance of Nadia's bf,well---he looked really normal for the matter of fact. Not any hunk or hottie, just more of a plain dude. And he was a pain in the ass....kept snapping private shots of ppl,(inclding my sis and me),it was ridiculous although i loved the camera. But i hate to be taken when i'm eating? It's so unglam and i detest it. But it was not too bad though,maybe they wanted a more natural photo? The "adults" there were gossiping rather than having a fun time and so my siter and i decided to make a move to other places,kinda like "floaters", where we didn't fit in with those gossiping aunties/uncles.

Overall, the party was considered ok...not too bad. But nt very good either. Phots were being snap everywhere and we did take some vids...some of the photos and vids need a little viewer descretion...no i'm totally kidding..Check it out.

This are the three random pics by the pool. I guess it looks better durng the day,But i like the calmity of the night water. We were having second thoughts as to whether we wanted to take a dip in the pool, but after thinking it through carefully, we decided to forfeit as we hadn't brought X-tra clothing for the night.

Just some random dark phots...under the moon light.

Sitting doing the stunts...

Updated post

Okay mummy's birthday cake. Mango is the flavour and there were some other fruits as well. Lovely taste to the cake and it was served with good quality of fresh whipped cream,not some cheap oily cream that taste yucky when it enters the mouth.

Okay, so anyway today was pretty busy but i'm not gonna say why. I had to do something...really personal and i'm aware that 11 ppl didn't attend sch..Ok, tht's bad but c'mon, i have to get an MC? That's not gonna happen anytime soon man. I'm not even sick,i only have to attend to things that i consider personal but maybe not for my teacher. Who cares anyway, i'm nt here to please anyone. If i'm really sick, i don't mind making a visit to the Doc's but too bad i'm not, so i'm not gonna waste my time getting a fake MC as i'm really honest.(Chey! Just kidding)

Out Out Out

TODAY: ♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!♥
I love you so much and wish that you will always stay beautiful ok? Nvr mind if you didn't see this, as long as you're aware of what i wanted to tell you, then it's fine. I'll always be here for you no matter what happens. May everything go according to plan...and may God bless YOU!!!



Yesterday:

Decided to make a visit with Mummy to grandma's hse to see great-grandmother. She was good! Looking like her old self once again, and that's a good thing, something to put our minds at ease. She talked and waved her hand enthusiatically unlike before. I love her so much....It has been quite along time since i've seen her but she still looks great. As for my grandmother, i'm totally disappointed by what she hasn't done. She isn't fitted to be a grandmother. She doesn't act like one or even portray one. I can't believe she's mine! I'd always hope to have a grandmother who is willing to dote on us,or rather, me. But this is certainly not happening and i wish for my other grandmother to come back alive. But sad to say that she never will be back---for real. Perhaps she can only linger at the corners of our hearts. That's all i can hope for now--a nice dream of Mama Esther.

In the Night:

Went for a game of football-as per usual. Daniel came but not the two uncles-Uncle Edmund and Uncle Dennis. On the other hand, uncle alan came with the whole family... I couldn't believe that auntie Olivia would be there, and further more, voluntered to buy extra food for us.(so weird)...Aaron has changed alot,the way he speaks really kinda intimidates me. It's so low to the extent that i can somehow hear the vibrations going on around in his throat. As for Leann...ohh, she's so cute! Damn it...i love her so much and i realised that i love alot of ppl hah? Okay to carry on....Leann clung onto me like a kuala bear hanging on the tree and those soft palms swept against my skin. At that instance i felt like i was an elder sister carrying a baby sister. She was like my responsibily...so cute yet so naughty..she kept raising her hands and then laying them onto Aaron's body. Such a poor boy who doesn't make an effort to fight back. --A nickname for Leann would be..chan chan or something,it's supposingly the guy she likes...lol.But Aaron is a good brother to have,for not fighting back.

So i found out that the uncles and aunty are going to the party but Daniel most probably won't be going. He thinks that he's being used. Well he isn't the only one who thinks like that though. I shall not mention names. Anyway, we were talking abt Nadia's BF. She has one!!! Well okay, she's 18 already, and in Singapore, it's of a legal age to have a BF. So ya...this sunday we can see how good her Bf looks. But from the Fb picture, he doesn't look too good though.