Saturday, August 15, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tonight
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Breathe Slow...
& speaking of hell it don't compare to this heat that i am feeling..
I love you to much it shows, all my emotions go out of control..
Good for you, bad for me when i can hardly see from the tears that flow..
Can't forget to breathe slow, count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed
'coz ladies taking in & get composure for i lose & get composure
Im going to breathe slow,
count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed
coz ladies taking in & get composure ladies never lose composure
Not gonna lie or even try,
you've got my world spinning..
& i aint the one who shot the gun
coz that means you will be winning.. ohh yeee
I love you to much it shows,
all my emotions go out of control..
Good for you, bad for me when i can hardly see from the tears that flow..
Somebody better hold me back..
your lucky i know know how to act,
so lucky i aint gonna attack.
I'm being calm and cool but believe me you,
it's taking everything to just breathe breathe breatheee
Friday, August 7, 2009
Pardon ME!
Maybe after looking at things from a different level,i found out that i couldn't feel your pain. I was kept in the dark for so long, only until now did i realise the level of pain u went thru. I'm sorry for anything i said tht got on your nerves. Pardon me, but if you feel otherwise u really should've have told me. I finally understood the true meaning of ignorance being a bliss.
I really should not have gone "there"...now all i'm feeling is more pain than ever. My heart aches even though we're not really related by blood. Because now i'm certain of one fact-i can nvr halp you....Maybe i've not been a good friend and that's probably the reason why i didn't feel ur actual burning pain. I'm sorry. Even so many days has passed me by, i can't differentiate the real you. Coz i don't even know whether you're wearing a real smile or just something you choose to hide behind. I really thought for the closest fact that i could relate to you but somehow things change and people change with time. In those previous days when we used to chat so happily, i could feel that everything was coming from within. Like i knew who u were. These days, some things really have taken a turn for the worst, but still, i hope that everything turns out to be better. I really don't wanna be feeeling like this, like a fool. I hope to share your burden but i'm guessing you won't even consider. So there it goes, everything is settled. I'll just be someone whom you can chat with on the surface but maybe not any deeper coz i certainly understand how you feel. I'm not fitted to be anywhere near you. That's sets it all...We'll leave it to rest.
I really should not have gone "there"...now all i'm feeling is more pain than ever. My heart aches even though we're not really related by blood. Because now i'm certain of one fact-i can nvr halp you....Maybe i've not been a good friend and that's probably the reason why i didn't feel ur actual burning pain. I'm sorry. Even so many days has passed me by, i can't differentiate the real you. Coz i don't even know whether you're wearing a real smile or just something you choose to hide behind. I really thought for the closest fact that i could relate to you but somehow things change and people change with time. In those previous days when we used to chat so happily, i could feel that everything was coming from within. Like i knew who u were. These days, some things really have taken a turn for the worst, but still, i hope that everything turns out to be better. I really don't wanna be feeeling like this, like a fool. I hope to share your burden but i'm guessing you won't even consider. So there it goes, everything is settled. I'll just be someone whom you can chat with on the surface but maybe not any deeper coz i certainly understand how you feel. I'm not fitted to be anywhere near you. That's sets it all...We'll leave it to rest.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
The hidden Love-You'll nvr find Out
Once Bitten,Twice Shy,
Never once thought that i would try,
But in the end, I did my part,
Furthermore, you didn't start...
It took too long for you to realise,
But evidently, all "those" were lies.
They cut me up,
Right through my heart,
Still, I felt we didn't part.
Didn't wanna let it go,
'Cause it was difficult to end the show.
Bleeding love what was i had,
Nothing else but our only pact.
Memories flowed through my mind,
Like a river did on a valley line.
It was the very last time that we ever met,
So never will it fade, those memories i had.
All you've given me was not only misery,
But also many moments of beautiful history.
Although it was meant to be,
We decided to try and break free,
Left our love carved on a tree,
That was what made you and me.
I'll never trade the times we shared,
For you and i, we both once had.
Burning my heart was what you did,
Cause up til now i feel the heat.
Loving you was what it took,
I risk my heart, for just that "look".
Managed to grin a bashful smile,
Even though it took a while.
I thought you understood me with all your heart,
It turned out that you didn't know me inside out.
The poem:Done by BeepZ and Salad!
Friday, July 31, 2009
Freaky FRIDAY
...Freaky Friday...
Well,today was quite fun. For me,...we were late for school because we kinda woke up late. Not our kind of thing but we do have our reasons though. So I woke up as perusual today and then met my friends at abt 9++....Slowly strolled to school,apparently getting alot of attention as we made our way there. Ppl were glaring at us,but we didn't care...Finally reached the school,and went to the GO. That was where it sucked the most!We were being "handled" by Mr Tung! That blady "chee ko pek"! Seriously man,why does he have those eyes ah? It's really distracting. Well,then as for the norm,he started lecturing as agin...all the way for like abt 10 mons b4 releasing us. We nodded and agrred that it was our fault...blah,blah,blah! Then afterwhich ran all the way to the class. No not actually to the class...we were taking a breather along the corridor,when Gerald and Cameron saw us....Cameron told us that mr P didn't come but we didn't want take him for his words until we really saw it. Well,it turned out to be quite true though!
Okay,then i shall skip to the part where there was catalyst...For me,i really enjoyed myself...but something soooo terrible happened! We were supposed to be engaing in some kind of activity tht really wasn't our thing. But in the end Xiurong and me got involved....Lyn,Hweeli and Christal kinda got scolded by the teacher in charge... I really thought tht he was jokingly telling them to go to the GO(General Office)...But then they really went down...Some of the guys like Cameron, Gerald,Hariz,Dzul and Yi Jie also didn't find a partner...therefore they also had to go out of the class...But seriously,teacher was only joking with all them...Because after everything,he asked all of them to come in again. Apparently,my friends were no where in sight....then when school was released,i think they kinda left school....Well,Girls....if u r reading this,pls do calm down. Mr Ridzuan isn't that kind of teacher...he's a funny guy tht won't scold ppl ya? So....pls don't be angry...? And ya,XR..take care of yourself ya...
Well,today was quite fun. For me,...we were late for school because we kinda woke up late. Not our kind of thing but we do have our reasons though. So I woke up as perusual today and then met my friends at abt 9++....Slowly strolled to school,apparently getting alot of attention as we made our way there. Ppl were glaring at us,but we didn't care...Finally reached the school,and went to the GO. That was where it sucked the most!We were being "handled" by Mr Tung! That blady "chee ko pek"! Seriously man,why does he have those eyes ah? It's really distracting. Well,then as for the norm,he started lecturing as agin...all the way for like abt 10 mons b4 releasing us. We nodded and agrred that it was our fault...blah,blah,blah! Then afterwhich ran all the way to the class. No not actually to the class...we were taking a breather along the corridor,when Gerald and Cameron saw us....Cameron told us that mr P didn't come but we didn't want take him for his words until we really saw it. Well,it turned out to be quite true though!
Okay,then i shall skip to the part where there was catalyst...For me,i really enjoyed myself...but something soooo terrible happened! We were supposed to be engaing in some kind of activity tht really wasn't our thing. But in the end Xiurong and me got involved....Lyn,Hweeli and Christal kinda got scolded by the teacher in charge... I really thought tht he was jokingly telling them to go to the GO(General Office)...But then they really went down...Some of the guys like Cameron, Gerald,Hariz,Dzul and Yi Jie also didn't find a partner...therefore they also had to go out of the class...But seriously,teacher was only joking with all them...Because after everything,he asked all of them to come in again. Apparently,my friends were no where in sight....then when school was released,i think they kinda left school....Well,Girls....if u r reading this,pls do calm down. Mr Ridzuan isn't that kind of teacher...he's a funny guy tht won't scold ppl ya? So....pls don't be angry...? And ya,XR..take care of yourself ya...
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Titanic:The Overview
Just yesterday,i found myself enthralled by the tragic-love story-Titanic. It's just such a heart-wrenching story,one that i'll always be captured by. A touching story indeed,a story that portrays the love between a couple,that proves to be real or rather true. Whatever the circumsatnces given,Rose loved Jack for who he is. Acceptance starts to fill the spaces between them.Besides true love being radiated in the story,there is also trust. The biggest factor but a small word with less than 10 letters,holding a significant meaning worth more than a thousand words. Rose trusted Jack with her life despite knowing that the ship was going to sink anytime soon.Yet,there was never once where she douted him,but instead believed every word he said.
Jack protected Rose with everything he could have done for the love of his life,including the part where he is ready to sacrifice his own life...Touched by his actions of love,Rose promised Jack tht she would nvr give up no matter what kind of hopeless situation she was caught in,because he was the one who thought her how to live every second of her precious life. Although realising tht they might just at any one time die, due to the heavy floods that swamped the ship,Jack fought hard enough to keep Rose alive. At the very least,Jack Dawson died a peaceful death in the end...Leaving Rose all alone physically but was mentally with her. Then,the most surprising moment that caught me once again....when she decided to change her surname to being part of a Dawson-Rose Dawson. I can imagine how much she loved him....now,she felt that he was already part of her and that she was being more and more like Jack...the brave "warrior".
Well,my sister has always been asking why i liked theis movie so much,but i somehow couldn't find the right words to say. Because deep down my heart,i knew that there wasn't any words to decribe it. It's not that i'm one of those romantic type out there,but i'm really surprise that movie makers are able to produce such a show filled with thrilling love,so strong,that will uphold it's place,until the very day either one leaves the Earth....Even though it was a movie tht was being filmed yrs ago,but it still turly amazes me....
Jack protected Rose with everything he could have done for the love of his life,including the part where he is ready to sacrifice his own life...Touched by his actions of love,Rose promised Jack tht she would nvr give up no matter what kind of hopeless situation she was caught in,because he was the one who thought her how to live every second of her precious life. Although realising tht they might just at any one time die, due to the heavy floods that swamped the ship,Jack fought hard enough to keep Rose alive. At the very least,Jack Dawson died a peaceful death in the end...Leaving Rose all alone physically but was mentally with her. Then,the most surprising moment that caught me once again....when she decided to change her surname to being part of a Dawson-Rose Dawson. I can imagine how much she loved him....now,she felt that he was already part of her and that she was being more and more like Jack...the brave "warrior".
Well,my sister has always been asking why i liked theis movie so much,but i somehow couldn't find the right words to say. Because deep down my heart,i knew that there wasn't any words to decribe it. It's not that i'm one of those romantic type out there,but i'm really surprise that movie makers are able to produce such a show filled with thrilling love,so strong,that will uphold it's place,until the very day either one leaves the Earth....Even though it was a movie tht was being filmed yrs ago,but it still turly amazes me....
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