Some things that keeps me rolling

Hey there people,didn't really have the time to go update my blog as i was not feeling that alright the pass few days. But now i'm back and that's all that matters. So, even despite the fact that i was a little bit sick to the core, i still had my fair share of fun. On Tuesday, we went to Tampines swimming complex for a swim and my grandmother,yiyi and younger sister went to hit the gym. I accompanied my mother where we sat our butts on the side ways by the poool side. So everything was fun and all, and maybe u might be thinking why i'm such a lazy person....But hey, i'm still a little bit sick k...just really hoping to cure totally and completely.

Nothing else really matters right now but ya,although i have changed my blogskin,i do not really have the time to brush up the rest of the random stuff abt myself--those indroductory thingie...but i will do so some other time when i have more free time on hand k!!!

One other thing that has been bugging me lately is the fact that i had to give up the great opportunity when i could have spent with my friends...so sorry ah, Nian jie....and of course my other besties!!! We'll try to hang out some other times k,will always luv you all even though we're apart ya!!!

Okay some other thing to talk abt, so recently i was watching a really cool show on youtube and it's namely "Another Cinderella Story". Really a superb show,that's what i think though. Selena gomez is the main actress coming along with Drew seely....how cool can it get with two total strangers fallin in luv,plus crashing with those cool little sweet details where the guy hugs the girl and kisses her forehead with a light peck.....??? At least this is one show that makes me think that true love does exist...

Okay, next week on Saturday,i'll be attending a partey where i have to meet those aunties of mine. Not really a happy thing to be proud of but i going there for the sake of my daddy...well at least i know 1 things' for sure,mummy's not going...how sad can that be??? Hey and i will not act plastic just to please them okay? They don't even run my life so why should i please them and just let them have their way round...but still, i'll try to get some photos of the partey and uplaod it....so ya, til then..luv you'll.............

Everything is fine...i guess?

So today is just another day for me. Still a little bit sick but was not so bad as compared to yesterday. Running nose has finally curbed a little. I really hope that i can cure from this "agony" as soon as possible coz i wanna go to the gym to do a little workout. Will be going there with relatives so ya...that's all. Right now, i can feel the bitterness of the medication lingering in the corners of my mouth...it's just eww,DUH?

Okie, there's one more thing,the picnic with my friends. Actually,i thought i would be able to go,but then when i checked the calender, it states SUNDAY,so that is like family day for me. I know i have not been joining my friends lately,so i hope that they won't blame me.

Okays still,i really hope to cure by tmr. If not i think i would have to make a trip to the clinics the following down. So that's it for now ppl...will try to update as soon as possible.

Long day

Today was basically a long day for me. Could not really catch any sleep the night before as i was down with a terrible flu and extremely bad sore throat.......Woke up so early in the morning and mum suddenly had the urge to go Tampines,so my sister and i oblige to her request. Had a really fun time there,we went to eat Burgur king and after that, i found out that i was running a fever....that's too bad. But hey, i managed to enjoy myself loads.....

I guess today would be a short post and ya,tmr is the day when my sister take her results. Well i could see from her eyes that she is really intimidated as she thinks that the rest of her friends are able to pull it off. But all i know is that i ahve seen her done her beat so there' nothing to worry about....At least that's what i think...will definitely try my best to calm her down man!!

Love?

What is love? Everyone that owns it says it's the closest thing to magic. I can never anticipate how love would be and it's wonderful time. But there is one thing I'm sure of ,it's a waste of time. Imagine having someone tied you down. Being restricted to so many things and only spending your time with a particular person.

Just having that thought makes me sick to the core. Although can be a great thing to have between two total strangers,it can also be a dreadful thing to have as well. After a long period of time, things start to strain and everything just dies out. Only til then does boredom sets in. Carving itself a beautiful space between the couple. Creating tension and awkwardness.

Even though people are aware of the consequences,they still decides to go for it. Almost everyone around me has a "stead" but when questioned,it's not like they long to have such a beautiful love to hang onto, but it's only because it's the "in" thing and they do not wish to stand out from the crowd. So? That doesn't mean that if i don't have a BF to show off,that makes me the odd one out right? Well I guess only brainless people would think like that.

For me,i just love my single life. Prior to that choice,i can be free to do anything and hang out with different class of people. It don't have to be just that "one" person revolving around my love life. I can have so many people who care and love me,so why would i go and ruin all the good things that has taken place in my life? Also realising that love doesn't always stay stagnant,i have always been diverting my love and attention to my MUSIC. Although music is not alive like a real person, bet hey, it does provide a sense of great satisfaction and at the very least, it will not hurt meme mentally......

Therefore,i trust my judgement i Had made when i was younger. Now as I'm flipping through the articles i read previously, the great pain that the poor girl Had to go through had hurt her loads. Going to the extremes, she decided to end her life by sniffing in a great amount of oxides emitted from the burning of charcoal to stop her pains once and for all.

At least now I'm sure that i would be safe from all the "dangers of love" and to look at the bright side, i can look at any hot guy without having anyone by my side to restrain me......But the coolest thing is that i can go on describing the guy's body with my mum and sister, it sometimes happens when I'm with my friends as well. So, i think i kinda inherited the"horny-ness" from my mother ,but who cares? We just enjoy it......it's considered to be my favourite hobby!! DUH?

Randomly lame stuff i've ever spoken about

This is what we saw when we were at Tampines ya.....cool,but Christamas is not here yet man

Wow, they are so young but they are already flirting...no la--her playmate dude!!!

Uncle Chris.......the flinstones,we do not have much of a liking for him though

This is Leann....she changed out from her cheongsam ya?

This one i did at picnik.com....i know i look real green-ish and black-ish

This one is during the free time that me and my sister always share....i luv taking picx of myself man...

Hey,hey,this is my Sister--the cute one...she's rather photogenic in every pic!!! As quoted frm sis"i so pretty must say meh? It's like i'm showing off la!! "

Yo sup!! so pretty leh...post more for me can.....

Yap that's me again,i love this one---did it in my mum's phone,and i thought it was really cool and stuff,so i decided to post it.

So ya, finally i'm updating my blog once again. The last few days, i was not really feeling the thing within me to go blog,so i thought i shall let it slip. But hey,just a little update,Went to the Partey and evrything was knida fun though,that's becoz my "evil" aunties are not there to be the party pooper. We had delicious food like spegettie,curry and many other more. Afterwhich,we had a karaoke session and it sure was a banging time!! Love it there,it's just really a familiar feeling that comes back to me every now and then when i step into the 'his' house. Well anotherr plus factor was that Leann sure was dressed up cutely man. Like come on sister,it's ur birthday and ur wearing a cheongsam? But still, it was cute and all. Except for the fact that i was suffering from the damn flu that is in the way of expressing my singing vocals man....and yet that ''Aunty" of mine could say,hey you all don't sing ah? Like duh can? I don't sing oldies....what the "Freak"(F***)? But all in all,everything was fine,what more could i ask from the "weird" family huh? So that's abt it.

Wednesday: Bedok: Bought BRAs

so on this day, everything was totally going the way i wanted it to happen...anyway,things do happen but guess what,they change for the better--becoz they were under my HANDS....

Made our way to Bedok and bought my favorite Black bras that caught my eyes the very second i saw it...cool and sexy,that's what i would say....but nvr take any picx--after that can see my size! jkjk...i have big "sisters" though...

Thursday: Tampines: Bought story book and some other stuff

Chilled out at the very famous Tampines and bought alot of stuff there.

mostly it was the story books-duh? My sister has been wanting to buy the Stephanie Meyer: Breaking dawn....at first went to Popular but cannot find her book,then made our way to times..finally can find!! WE=ll i bought "the tales fromt he kopitiam"---PLS check this out--NVR buy this book ya..it sucks,i thought the stories were supposed to freak ppl out,but hey i could even read it in the night,alone and still not get scared!!! So ya,made the wrong choice i guess!!!

Some photos i would luv to share.....^above

Normal day..just as i thought

Well today was a supposingly normal day for me.....Woke up early in the morning only to find myself in an agreement that i had made with mummy the day before. That was to follow her to the NTUC to buy some groceries. So we did as plan and everything was fine, a burgar with some side dishes like chicken nuggets and fries was made for our dinner. The food was srumptous....an undeniable fact for the day.....really looking forward to the party this sunday and hoping with fingers crossed that Aunty Frances won't say anything bad....u know evil people are like that....But a sad thing is mummy won't be going to the party as she does not want to speak to the so called Betrayer. So ya, evrything is set as per usual,and i just have to attend it....one more thing,Found out that grandma called a few days ago as she wanted to move house...only when she needs helpwould she then call us..what the hell??? Now i have totally given up on her and everyone else around her...i don't know what is taken over my damn world! She used to be someone really close to me who would play with me and cuddle me up. But after moving to another house, she has changed overall...and i hate that change in her,it makes me puke...right now she is still going to move house once again, so definitely her attitude towards mine is gonna change as well!!! Let's just hope for a better change ya?

Just a little update on stuffs!!!!

So i skipped a couple of days and missed out some of the stuffs in my life.....but I'd just rather they were like that. Somehow, there were other things i would love to share on the blog, last few nights, my family played the very renowned game of Mahjong...everything was fun but however, my luck was extremely suckish the night before. So there is a high chance that maybe, we'll still be playing another game but we'll have to see how it goes first. My dad is working and maybe he's too tired and my sister, since she is still going to school, i guess she would feel tired as well. So basically the only people that is in the house early in the morning is only my mother and i.

Oh ya, an update about the relationship with my mother,everything is great now so it's cool. We talked and laugh as though nothing has ever happened...Isn't she the best? I just really love her...apart from her, there are other people that i love as well---my daddy and dearest sister....these are my coolest family members ever. Other than that, i have other people revolving around my life that i am not sure of but still then, i dote on them as a Friend or a sister....I mean this shouldn't be happening as i should only love and share the feelings around me with the people i know and care about. But hey, guess what---the more time i spend with a person, the more i start to dote on them. I really don't know what the hell is wrong with me...i mean, my family members( inclusive of my hypocrite aunties and uncles not my own family),has taught us to be really cold blooded and uncompassionate....but luckily, i'm not like them...at the very least, i share my compassionate heart with people that i love.......

Love List: Hate list:

1. Daddy 1.Aunty Loreen
2.Mummy 2.Aunty Francis
3.Nicoleann 3.Aunty Debra
4.All of nicole's frend 4.Randy
5.Marilyn 5.Nadia
6.Xiurong 6.Uncle Melvin
7.Christal 7.Glen
8.Hwee li 8.Mark.......if your name is
9.Claire not in the hate list
10.Yayoi then i am still fine
11.Jiawei with U...4 now!!!
12.Samantha
............................there might be more, but i can't remember now.......................