A fruitful day

What a relaxing day i had. Daddy made chilli crab for lunch and it was splendid! I loved every bit of it, execpt for the small fact that i hadn't really savour the meat in my mouth. When i mean splendid, i meant the chilli source that came together with the crab meat. So i hate the taste of crabs,the way it lingers on the tip of my tougue really disgust me to the core. But when daddy made this dish, he was doing it for the best of my mother and sister. Thankfully he had taken into consideration about me, where he had to prepare side dishes like the fried nuggets and smashed potatoes,or known more as the BARGERDALE...(don't really know how to spell this,correct me if i'm worng,thanks!). So to carry on from where i stopped, even though i hated crabs, i still got to enjoy my lunch with other dishes+ the crab's source.

Okay,so i did a rather meaningful thing today. I actually went to the library wiht my sister in hope to find a good book. What? I can't believe i did that again...Everytime i go to the library, it just feels like i'm tagging along with my sister, but to show some reasonable actions as to why i'm actually there in the first place, i start to grab a book. Any book that falls under the horror or killings genre,i would've had my eyes set on them. But the weird thing today is, i really felt the need to borrow something that i wanted to read. Something that i would actually finish reading before the week comes to an end. Coz we usually make a weekly visit to the library every other saturdays. It's very queer that my sister can read 3 different books in just a week..i seriously take my hats off for her! As for me,reading has never taken a hold on me ever since i was young,so basically up til now, it still doesn't really grow inside me. I don't know what it is that gets ppl into reading so much, but today i finaaly figure out the answer myself. It's just like you're in anoter world when reading. The power of a story to suck somebody's thoughts in and just sweeps them into a whole new place. It's an eye-opener for me as i didn't think that i would grow to like reading. So i think that this is something for me to be proud of,something i can say in a way that it is meaningful.

As per usual,there were many ppl at the library. People studying and people reading.(DUH?) We made our way through the crowd and found the related books. As for me, i found----Grieve and A girls way to vampire."
I'm currently reading the first book and this is the one that i like the most. The one to capture my wild heart for books. Ironically, this book isn't abt ghost or killings, it's more about a mother being gone-suddenly. I can relate to this very book because i once i had similar dream to what is occuring in this story. The girl's mother had been gone somehow,but i haven't read until there yet. I'm sure i would be able to find out the real reason sooner or later. As for me, i dreamt that i had been abandoned by my mother in my dream. Not a plesant dream to recall but it comes back as fragments of memories after reading this book. It kinda feels like deja vu, which i'm thinking in my case, isn't a good thing or something to be remembered. A great book for a good start...i shall finish reading every tempting page in it and i swear to,i mean c'mon, i have to finish it right? I can do it...I hope this books doesn't get boring.

Well, this few nights have been rather sleepless for me. Pondering over the family matters. It's coming so soon,too soon for me to face them. It's terrible for me,but i know i have to get it over and done with. Just brace up and face them-Cherylann!!!. This coming Satuday is the day and everything will be over..Just meet the aunties like you've always been doing. Yeah, i think i will enjoy myself...i'm not gonna think too much about what they have to say abt me, because they don't own my life. But the thing is,can i do it? NOOOOOOO, what am i blabbering about? I have to do it....!!!! I will do it,i must do it!!!

Another topic,pretty random,TEACHER"S DAY huh? Well, i've not been going back to my previous primary school and so this year won't be an exception. No gifts for any of the ya? Yes..there isn't,i won't hide any of this. I mean,there isn't any teacher that is really good...but initially i was planning to give one to 'chen lao shi' but i guess i shall not do so. Not that i have change my perception of him, i just don't see the need to give anything. Okay tht be all..imma go watch my korean drama---BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!! I've been waiting so freaking long--(one week ok?!@#$%^$#@)