Random stuff i stumbled upon the internet

Just because of who you are, you ruined my whole world. I need to be a normal girl, but you had to come waltzing in. You happen to appear in front of me whenever i wanna see you. Gosh, i don't want anything about you. I had long forgotten you, but once i saw your picture, feelings filled the spaces you onced held. I cried over you, but blaming me because i knew i was stupid to have fallen for you. It's the first time i've ever fallen in love, real deep love. Whenever i see you, i sigh and turn away. Do you know how i feel? Would you come? Must you be the perfect one,catered to me only? Why must you have what i need? I hate you enough to love you. I hate myself coz i simply just can't erase the memories of you. Whenever u are on my mind, i just start to hug myself tightly...bringing in every part of myself to stop the world from collapsing. Even though i am a whole, i still feel that a part of me is being torn apart. I can't take it anymore. I seriously hate how much i feel for you. I never wanted to say this but, I LOVE YOU.....Perhaps liking turned into love and i cannot comprehend how much i feel for you.