Yes,today I'm so happy....i finally made a trip down to WS to get my baggie and i simply loved it. It's blackish brown in colour,i don't really know how to explain it. Well it's something like black when it isn't under the sunlight and all. But i really love that bag la. Not only that, i still managed to get the watch i had been waiting for so long.....I just can't seem to stop buying things actually. Bought a pair of earrings that is in baby blue in colour-reason being, to match my head phones....
So as my sis and i was taking a slow walk to the shops,she suddenly came up with a question" would you have a BF when u reach the age of 22?"......I was quite stun though coz i didn't expect her to ask sucha question. Right at that instance,she made a bet with me stating that i definitely would go into a relation when i am 22 yrs old....Hah, i'm not going to lose to her man. I told her straight off that i wouldn't have a BF--not until i really need one. And she was like...oh-puhlese---don't talk la u...u're so vain!!!....
But deep down i knew what i wanted most in my life. It wasn't love,it was every other thing except love. Family,Frends and many other things. I mean c'mon,love isn't everything that revolves around the world... It's just a waste of time and it hurts people....so why in the world would i get myself into this mess??? Never....!! Moreover,there's so many aids cases these days and it just gives me the cold feet when people are having sucha an intimate relationship.
I know that it might be a good thing to have a person hold you around the shoulder when u r sad,but then in the end it's the "main factor" that guys are looking for... and it's the girls that suffer. There is no true love on earth right now and it's really difficult to find that special someone who can share your burden. We should just look forward in lives and forget abt those mushy stuff for a second. Priorities must be set right in order to arrive at our goal....at least that's what i think for now and nothing can change my mindset until i meet one at the right age.
Just something sweet sis dedicated me:
♥If i had a heart filled with love,i would give it to you. You're close to me and i love you. You are special in every way. A great person like you should be adored and loved by many people. You're a brave,beautiful,kind,caring and amazing person! You can't imagine how much i love you,in a way that no one can comprehend........♥
I would love to say that i love you too Nickky. You have always
occupied a special place in my heart,a space that is tailored
made for you. Nobody can ever have you replaced! Thank you
for always being there for me and making me feel that i am
special. Thanks for thinking of me in a perfect way,to me u too
r the perfect baby sister I've always have. To summarise it all
♥I LOVE YOU♥
♥
