The nervous elements that are rising in my Body

Arghhh......i just feel that these days i am a little rough on the edges. Like i am gonna tip off the clift anytime now. I am totally fuming with anger right now as i had tried several times to fit the music code into my damn blog. But guess what,it just wldn't budge. So now it kinda looks like there's something wrong with my blogskin. What the heck man, i gotta redo it again sometime--if i do have the time to do so. Everything just seems so weird,it's liike i have a little of the nervous elements acting up inside my body RECENTLY. I feel fustrated now and then, but i guess it's due to the results tat i'm gonna get back soon enough. Just really scared right now, i 'm really hoping to get into sec 5 at this instance.

So today is the partey,Keith's birthday. All my family members would be there. It's really funny coz i guess this is the second time i'm gonna meet them in a whole freaking year! I can't believe that i'm actually doing this man. At the very least i know i'm doin it for my father.....i can't leave him there to be rotting.So ya, i'm getting kind of nervous again!!! But so what,okie that's all for now man. Going to chill out for a while,do my nails and stuff...K i'll just have to stop posting for now........

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Nail polish box that mummy bought.....cute colours though......

See the heart in the middle? I love it.....(i suddenly thought of my peeps)

Tis piz is a little too dark..as told by sister.....

How beautiful can this get huh? The colours that surrender the pure heart????

Up close view on the milky colours....i like the RED one best..actually,black more cool right?

Hey,hey,..this is my design for the week..the giltters and the stars..makes me look like an AH LIAN.but could'n help it

Not very clear...but hey,who cares man...

Ah ha,these are the stars that were used to put on the tip of my finger nails...

Yo this was the design before adding those glitters..

Okie,so these are some random stuff i took today. Was painting my nails in my room so i decided to take some classical photos of the nail polish.....these days, there's really nothing much to do though. Sometimes my parents have some plans and these plans just come real fast...like in a blink of an eye,there you have it, okay...we'll go out today/we need to do something today. Well when i'm out, then there's the fun part. I just hate being at home,it's like i'm left to rot at home with no one to bother abt me. But hey, i really love when ppl care for me okay, i think i am not the only one who wants these "cares"......so there you have it, that's all that can happen in a days work......some pix above> Enjoy ppl!!!

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Some things that keeps me rolling

Hey there people,didn't really have the time to go update my blog as i was not feeling that alright the pass few days. But now i'm back and that's all that matters. So, even despite the fact that i was a little bit sick to the core, i still had my fair share of fun. On Tuesday, we went to Tampines swimming complex for a swim and my grandmother,yiyi and younger sister went to hit the gym. I accompanied my mother where we sat our butts on the side ways by the poool side. So everything was fun and all, and maybe u might be thinking why i'm such a lazy person....But hey, i'm still a little bit sick k...just really hoping to cure totally and completely.

Nothing else really matters right now but ya,although i have changed my blogskin,i do not really have the time to brush up the rest of the random stuff abt myself--those indroductory thingie...but i will do so some other time when i have more free time on hand k!!!

One other thing that has been bugging me lately is the fact that i had to give up the great opportunity when i could have spent with my friends...so sorry ah, Nian jie....and of course my other besties!!! We'll try to hang out some other times k,will always luv you all even though we're apart ya!!!

Okay some other thing to talk abt, so recently i was watching a really cool show on youtube and it's namely "Another Cinderella Story". Really a superb show,that's what i think though. Selena gomez is the main actress coming along with Drew seely....how cool can it get with two total strangers fallin in luv,plus crashing with those cool little sweet details where the guy hugs the girl and kisses her forehead with a light peck.....??? At least this is one show that makes me think that true love does exist...

Okay, next week on Saturday,i'll be attending a partey where i have to meet those aunties of mine. Not really a happy thing to be proud of but i going there for the sake of my daddy...well at least i know 1 things' for sure,mummy's not going...how sad can that be??? Hey and i will not act plastic just to please them okay? They don't even run my life so why should i please them and just let them have their way round...but still, i'll try to get some photos of the partey and uplaod it....so ya, til then..luv you'll.............

Everything is fine...i guess?

So today is just another day for me. Still a little bit sick but was not so bad as compared to yesterday. Running nose has finally curbed a little. I really hope that i can cure from this "agony" as soon as possible coz i wanna go to the gym to do a little workout. Will be going there with relatives so ya...that's all. Right now, i can feel the bitterness of the medication lingering in the corners of my mouth...it's just eww,DUH?

Okie, there's one more thing,the picnic with my friends. Actually,i thought i would be able to go,but then when i checked the calender, it states SUNDAY,so that is like family day for me. I know i have not been joining my friends lately,so i hope that they won't blame me.

Okays still,i really hope to cure by tmr. If not i think i would have to make a trip to the clinics the following down. So that's it for now ppl...will try to update as soon as possible.

Long day

Today was basically a long day for me. Could not really catch any sleep the night before as i was down with a terrible flu and extremely bad sore throat.......Woke up so early in the morning and mum suddenly had the urge to go Tampines,so my sister and i oblige to her request. Had a really fun time there,we went to eat Burgur king and after that, i found out that i was running a fever....that's too bad. But hey, i managed to enjoy myself loads.....

I guess today would be a short post and ya,tmr is the day when my sister take her results. Well i could see from her eyes that she is really intimidated as she thinks that the rest of her friends are able to pull it off. But all i know is that i ahve seen her done her beat so there' nothing to worry about....At least that's what i think...will definitely try my best to calm her down man!!

Love?

What is love? Everyone that owns it says it's the closest thing to magic. I can never anticipate how love would be and it's wonderful time. But there is one thing I'm sure of ,it's a waste of time. Imagine having someone tied you down. Being restricted to so many things and only spending your time with a particular person.

Just having that thought makes me sick to the core. Although can be a great thing to have between two total strangers,it can also be a dreadful thing to have as well. After a long period of time, things start to strain and everything just dies out. Only til then does boredom sets in. Carving itself a beautiful space between the couple. Creating tension and awkwardness.

Even though people are aware of the consequences,they still decides to go for it. Almost everyone around me has a "stead" but when questioned,it's not like they long to have such a beautiful love to hang onto, but it's only because it's the "in" thing and they do not wish to stand out from the crowd. So? That doesn't mean that if i don't have a BF to show off,that makes me the odd one out right? Well I guess only brainless people would think like that.

For me,i just love my single life. Prior to that choice,i can be free to do anything and hang out with different class of people. It don't have to be just that "one" person revolving around my love life. I can have so many people who care and love me,so why would i go and ruin all the good things that has taken place in my life? Also realising that love doesn't always stay stagnant,i have always been diverting my love and attention to my MUSIC. Although music is not alive like a real person, bet hey, it does provide a sense of great satisfaction and at the very least, it will not hurt meme mentally......

Therefore,i trust my judgement i Had made when i was younger. Now as I'm flipping through the articles i read previously, the great pain that the poor girl Had to go through had hurt her loads. Going to the extremes, she decided to end her life by sniffing in a great amount of oxides emitted from the burning of charcoal to stop her pains once and for all.

At least now I'm sure that i would be safe from all the "dangers of love" and to look at the bright side, i can look at any hot guy without having anyone by my side to restrain me......But the coolest thing is that i can go on describing the guy's body with my mum and sister, it sometimes happens when I'm with my friends as well. So, i think i kinda inherited the"horny-ness" from my mother ,but who cares? We just enjoy it......it's considered to be my favourite hobby!! DUH?

Randomly lame stuff i've ever spoken about

This is what we saw when we were at Tampines ya.....cool,but Christamas is not here yet man

Wow, they are so young but they are already flirting...no la--her playmate dude!!!

Uncle Chris.......the flinstones,we do not have much of a liking for him though

This is Leann....she changed out from her cheongsam ya?

This one i did at picnik.com....i know i look real green-ish and black-ish

This one is during the free time that me and my sister always share....i luv taking picx of myself man...

Hey,hey,this is my Sister--the cute one...she's rather photogenic in every pic!!! As quoted frm sis"i so pretty must say meh? It's like i'm showing off la!! "

Yo sup!! so pretty leh...post more for me can.....

Yap that's me again,i love this one---did it in my mum's phone,and i thought it was really cool and stuff,so i decided to post it.

So ya, finally i'm updating my blog once again. The last few days, i was not really feeling the thing within me to go blog,so i thought i shall let it slip. But hey,just a little update,Went to the Partey and evrything was knida fun though,that's becoz my "evil" aunties are not there to be the party pooper. We had delicious food like spegettie,curry and many other more. Afterwhich,we had a karaoke session and it sure was a banging time!! Love it there,it's just really a familiar feeling that comes back to me every now and then when i step into the 'his' house. Well anotherr plus factor was that Leann sure was dressed up cutely man. Like come on sister,it's ur birthday and ur wearing a cheongsam? But still, it was cute and all. Except for the fact that i was suffering from the damn flu that is in the way of expressing my singing vocals man....and yet that ''Aunty" of mine could say,hey you all don't sing ah? Like duh can? I don't sing oldies....what the "Freak"(F***)? But all in all,everything was fine,what more could i ask from the "weird" family huh? So that's abt it.

Wednesday: Bedok: Bought BRAs

so on this day, everything was totally going the way i wanted it to happen...anyway,things do happen but guess what,they change for the better--becoz they were under my HANDS....

Made our way to Bedok and bought my favorite Black bras that caught my eyes the very second i saw it...cool and sexy,that's what i would say....but nvr take any picx--after that can see my size! jkjk...i have big "sisters" though...

Thursday: Tampines: Bought story book and some other stuff

Chilled out at the very famous Tampines and bought alot of stuff there.

mostly it was the story books-duh? My sister has been wanting to buy the Stephanie Meyer: Breaking dawn....at first went to Popular but cannot find her book,then made our way to times..finally can find!! WE=ll i bought "the tales fromt he kopitiam"---PLS check this out--NVR buy this book ya..it sucks,i thought the stories were supposed to freak ppl out,but hey i could even read it in the night,alone and still not get scared!!! So ya,made the wrong choice i guess!!!

Some photos i would luv to share.....^above